Today’s card: South Node: Past (33)

by | Jan 13, 2023 | Clarity Readings, Daily card

This card echoes yesterday’s journey into ancestral karma, which is filled with mixed emotions. I don’t have an ancestor, recent or otherwise, that I feel particularly connected to. In fact, when I look/feel into my family history on both sides, what I see is suppression and repression in the name of God: the dark expression of Saturn. If that’s the case, my role appears to be that of ideological dismantler. Are there even ancestors in my line who want to work with that, when it will destroy what they devoted themselves to?

One very tangible example rides in on that 33, a number associated with dark Masonics (the builders of the control system) but also with Christ consciousness. Jesus/Yeshua was almost immediately co-opted by negative authority, a force that still spans the entire globe and builds upon its legacy of unspeakable atrocities committed in the name of God. I suspect many of the stories about Jesus/Yeshua are not true. He was no more God than you or I, though he may have been a carrier of a specific line of Annunaki/Sirian DNA and was certainly a seer and a messenger.

Perhaps honouring Yeshua as an ancestor (whether genetic or spiritual) and a “helper on the path” is a way to affirm parts of my history while also shattering illusions. It’s inappropriate to worship or deify those who shone their light in the past. But we can welcome them as siblings, guides and friends.

(Deck: Starcodes Astro Oracle by Heather Roan Robbins)

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